way too scary but i can&#;t stop looking

these images give me nightmares, but i can't stop looking at them. i hate it, but they do give me a huge thrill. okay i admit it, i look at them wen i masturbate. but of course i wouldn't want anything like this to happen to me in real life... or would i? anyway, it is hard for me to find images like this that i really like. so if anybody out there sends me one, i mean one that i haven't seen before and that i really like,i will reward you with a hint about where to find me. or how to blackmail me.it will be a small hint, but it will be real. of course, the thought of being abducted and tortured, or blackmailed and forced to do ngod knows what, might be very very scary. and it might make me need to touch myself too. but i wouldn't want anything like that to happen to me in real life... or would i?